oh, washington.

justin is heading to washington this summer

for his annual training.

i want to go soooo bad!!!!

but i've decided(or talked myself into, anyway)

that i need to wait.

sigh.

i hate waiting.

cause if i go for 3 days,

i want to stay here.

absolutely gorgeous.

as much as i would love to go and spend

even one night there with my husband,

the price alone shouts, "don't do it!!"

i seriously can't see myself spending that

much money on a trip that'll last 3 days.

and honestly,

i can't imagine going to washington

without my girls.

i mean, my husband is super supportive about

the whole 'twilight' bit and all.

but there's no way i could go without them.

and no one would enjoy that trip more

that a bunch of crazy twi-girls.

so i'm impatiently waiting to visit la push.

first beach.

forks.

the olympic national park.

 port angeles.

all in the fall.

not this fall, but some fall.

i need leaves.

i need the rain.

i need to be able to wear a hoodie.

and rain boots.

not that i have rain boots,

but i would totally invest in some if i went!

so, i will just stay home this summer and enjoy

my 105% humid 102 degree july days

and dream of the 80 degree weather my husband

will be savoring.

for 2 weeks.

i think i might cry.